I'm in a state of not knowing who m I anymore.
I'm scared of losing myself
I'm going insane soon
I have nth now
Everything is changing
I'm scared...
help me?
please..please?

I needs a reason to live.
I'm weak...
everything seems weird to me
am I still ok?
am I insane or sane?
I dunno

I cant make any decision nor I can think now
I feel like a cup of water.
Taking shapes in different containers.
I doesn't have any shapes
U can shape me
I couldn't shape myself
I will take the shape of any container

I'm losing control soon

help me..help
I'm so scared
I had a dream
I was totally insane....I cried...I laugh...in front of everyone
In that dream, the other me was standing at one corner...looking at myself with fear
What if i become like this one day?

I'm feeling dead.
I see no colours....
Why is it so dark in here?

I'm here
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Help me
I doesn't wan to cross this line

Please.
I hate changes
I have seen enough...enough of it....
I wanted my happiness back
Everything is weird now
Stop it please...................................

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save me please?
Is there anyone here?
I hate strangers....

It's dark before
When u came in my life..I felt joy, happiness and fun
However when u r gone
I believe I will die
U saved me...at the same time u can kill me

I'm hiding everything behind..
I'm blind.
I can no longer see anything
I'm sorry

I love myself more than u..
I guess

What's dead, there is no way to revive it
What's gone, there is no way to get it back
I'm living, yet I'm dead
I'm sad, yet I'm happy
From family to strangers.
From everything to nothing

Just stop it

but

there is no way to stop it.

I' cold.
Sorry I'm dead in the inside
It hurts to care
It's painful to think
I'm sorry, yet I'm not

But, I'm sorry.

I'm no longer me

I've became a monster
I'm protecting myself too much. (I need to)

Sorry

A new blog. Yay!
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I'm happy =D ..yea I am

It's so empty
It's so blank
I see rainbow
But it's so far away from me

So beautiful..yet unreachable

This blog is a place for me to vent my unhappiness
I'll write crappy stuffs and shits
so..get out